It is still only Jan. and I still have to wait at LEAST 1 month before I can even get to see her again. MAN O MAN this is so hard. I feel like a school kid with a boyfriend that is going to be gone for a month and you know how that is when you are young in love... a month feels like a year!
This so could go wrong... I could not ever see her again. This is just rotten how this all works. I at least want the birth mom to know what is going on here. That baby girl needs to be with a loving family that wants to adopt her. And if the birth mom wants her back, she can at least know she is with people that love her just as much as she does.
This is the hardest wait. I feel like we are missing out on so much of her growth! I feel like the people she is with just aren't what this baby girl needs. My gut feelings are so severe with this situation. I have only felt something in my gut this strong one other time in my life and I still believe I was right about that too. I wish I could just call this birth mom myself and talk to her. She is the one with the power, as she should be! She needs to make a decission. We would love to share the baby with her so that she can still have contact. We want this to work out for everyone involved and what is best for her. I want to call that foster mom so badly and tell her she needs to tell the MCH that she doesn't want her any longer. I know they won't... so sad too as that would be the christian thing to do especially since some of the reason is to have her for the money they get for taking care of her. We don't even want that. That is not why we became foster parents.
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