Little bundle

Ok... last weekend we had J for the weekend for a test run. It went great... so great that we cried when we had to give her back. Saturday just David and I had her.. and the next day Nanna, Papa, Uncle B and Aunt J, Hunter & Braden all came over to see her. She was held all day and was a joy. I did nothing but kiss her and love her all the time. She seems to love being sung to and basically held all of the time. She is the most smiley, happy baby I have ever seen. We both fell in love. David was so protective of her and so involved with changing diapers, putting to sleep etc... We dropped her back of on Monday and Tuesday I was nothing but on cloud nine knowing we will be getting her back full time in two weeks. She is perfect. Perfect for David and I fits into the family so well. Gosh her Birth Mom must be the most beautiful person.

We really hope we get to adopt her. But I want to make sure her birth mom really is sure about this. The MCH tries to contact her, by mail and by phone and nothing happens. In fact it has been since 10/30/2010 when they had her for a visit and droped her back off... never to call or try to see how she has been doing ever since. (so they say) Maybe she is trying to let go.... I don't know. Or maybe she is trying to get on her feet again so she can afford her.

We already have money saved for the baby we get to adopt to go to college and to have a life she or he might not normally have. Yes, we are in love with her... and that is that. It is in God's hands now.. so all we can do is sit here on pins and needles... waiting and wondering and missing her!