The poor little Boo Boo is sick! 101 fever... he is doing better... but on medicine. I have to hand it to her.. she really was thinking of Baby J to not get her sick. Hopefully all will happen next week sometime. I am not sure why this keeps getting prolonged... I am hoping in good time it will happen. She is going to be 8 months...we are missing all her baby years... and that makes me sad! Worst of it is.. no one thinks of baby J in all of this. Not the people that can actually do something anyway. Very hard when you get attached to a special child. I think it is in my best interest to get her and move on.... as doing this again would just be too much to go thru. Time for life to start again for us.
Her Birth Mommy is a very special person. Who is allowing us to raise her child. So I am trying my best to stay focused and to have patience. I think this is the most anything has ever tested my patience. The frustration of it all is over whelming. You cannot make it go in your favor.... it isn't up to me to do that. It is up to God I suppose. and the Birth mom... and the MCH.... and the courts... WHEW... we have a lot of obstacles to hurdle.... and we haven't gotten over the first hurdle yet. Ok... I have to let go. Just let what is to happen happen. I am not sure I have any strength left for this. But I have to.
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