Is she for real?????

As usual, so much is going on again. Seems all good as I have been told by the birthmom that we can have her. She made her mind up. But she is taking her on Thursday thru Monday to visit with her. So that could change fast. She said she knows she will have a good life with us... and that she dreamt about it and that it was fate we met and that she didn't get adopted by the first adoptee parents that she chose because we were meant to be for her.
She is an angel... we love her dearly... and even more now that she wants us to have her. We are so close. We tell each other we love each other on e-mails and text messages. We want her to be a part of J's life. We are hoping to get her within a week or two. But we will see how the visit goes this weekend first. I try not to get my hopes. But it is so hard when she said that it was her decission to let us raise her. I am so happy... but trying so hard not to be as I will get so excited and get my heart torn if she changes her mind. I got to see baby J this past weekend and I love her so much . Everytime I see her it is heaven sent. I cannot kiss her or hug her enough. I hope that this is finally it... and we get the baby of our dreams that we have wanted since the first time we laid eyes on her. We love you Baby J.... and both of your Mommy's want the best for you!