Katherine

Oh yes, Emmy's tummy Mommy. She is 22 now, and is still in her party mode of course at that age, who wouldnt be. She had to move back in with Izzy and Kasen's Daddy to try to see if they could work it out. Evidently it isnt working out as I have gotten tons of texts from her and a couple of phone calls needing to talk about how bad it has been getting. Evidently he has a drinking problem which leads him to be abusive mentally, and physically.. even though she doesnt tell me the details... I can hear it in her voice that it is probably worse than she is leading on. I remember Felicia telling me that she was covered in bruises on her legs and arms at one point... in which she stated that she bruises easily.... She told me she was going to move out last oct. or Nov... and that she would leave him without him knowing. She has recently gotten back together with Jeremy, her old boyfriend she used to have when her ex was in prison for stealing a car. It was a felony of course. Her baby's daddy doesnt know about him so I have been worrying that he will find out and hurt ber badly. I have offered to help find her donated items as far as furniture for when she does actually move. She called me about 3 weeks ago and said that she finally had enough money saved up to move out, and I told her I would get her some things... but that she had to tell me for sure so that I was holding items in the garage as storage. We do not have the room for that and I dont think David would appreciate that as well. I havent heard from her, although I have sent the newest modeling photo's of Emmy. She loves them... but as I look onto her Facebook page, she is partying and going on with her life. Sometimes I think I almost make her want to be a part of Emmy's life, and I prob. shouldnt force it. I can only imagine how torturous it is for her as she prob. wants to see her but knows it would be too hard on her at the same time. She is letting go more and more as the months go by. I know it hurts her... but as young as she is I think it hurts her when she is alone, or having difficult times... it makes her think of Emmy. She went thru such a rough time with all of that,. and I am sure it has scared her for life. At the same time, drinking with friends and whatever else she does seems to be getting her by in life. Just as I did when I was her age. (drinking that is) But she has two little ones... Kasen 5 and Izzy almost 4. And I am not sure that they live with her. I almost wonder if they live with her Mom full time and she goes over there to visit.... but I am not sure. She did ask me for winter clothes for the kids, and I havent yet sent them. I think I will get summer clothes instead, as the summer seems to last longer.. and they will prob. need them. We still call her Journey to Katherine, as I never wanted to hurt her feelings with that. Emmy fits her more appropriately and Journey seems to remind me of the terrible time Katherine had with that whole situation. Emmalyn is so much more appropriate for my little angel. Today we went shopping and got a few more outfits and a pair of shoes, and some hair accessories. She loves to shop and loves getting new outfits to show off. We went and ate Mexican food and then had frozen yogurt with Nana and Papa. Tonight I did rock her to sleep while rubbing her back, hands and feet, which she loves!!! She is the sweetest little angel on earth! Thank heaven for little girls... thank God for Emmy!