Ok, today I had to realize that negative thinking and anger are getting me no where. Doesn't help me, doesn't help people around me and does create bad karma that I do not want or need. Today I had what I call a sparkle of positive energy. An epiphany of happy thoughts. The right baby that is right for us is in the waiting. Just from one spark of happy energy "could" in fact get us to where we want to be and on the road to happiness. Not that happiness is not here now, NO, not at all. Happiness is already here inside, just waiting to jump out of me and grab hold of a tiny little life form to hold in my arms if only for a lifetime, that it is meant to be for us and with us.
This is it! The energy from everyone and the mini prayers will be answered. There must be something special coming, something I cannot explain now, but something that will shoot through our hearts and lives faster that you and I can take in a breath of air.
I hope it will feel like a million butterflies fluttering through my entire body. Something that will make me weak in the knees and warm in my heart. That feeling will come. And all of this will just be dust from a fallen star that has already faded into darkness.
It is brushing yourself off and getting back on the horse to ride again. It is what keeps me going. It is the only thing that can be done. No one is to blame... and everyone is responsible for their thoughts and prayers. Every little thought, or wish will be answered.... we just do not know what form it will take when we can really see it before us.
I cannot wait to laugh with excitement of all the impatience I had, that will soon feel like something I can do again, as long as the outcome is this grand! YES, I said "AGAIN"!
So, as I wish upon a star tonight,,,, I mean really walk outside and wish on that star that is so bright, I will do it with a lot of positive thoughts and a lot of great feelings that picking myself up and carrying on is what I have been doing and will continue to do. Being persistent and never giving up on what you really want will stand true for me and us!
Good things do come to those that wait... I do not think I have ever seen it be any different than that. Besides, if we all never had a good thing happen we all wouldn't be living... it is what keeps us going in life's ups and downs and is how we grow, learn and tear down walls.
We all can weather a storm... we all have it in us.
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